Untitled #92 (2015)

If there isn’t anything nice to say,there isn’t anything to say,or so the mothers keep telling me. And if I believed them,there wouldn’t be a single word I’d say about myself. but here I am,ranting at all hours,at all lengths,about just how shitty I am.

Untitled #89 (2015)

Really, I haven’t loved anyone since I came out.Not in that dumb sloppy head-over heels way,and I don’t know if it’s growing upor if I let someone teach me to hate my own desires. And I’m tired of other people choosing who I’m out to,And I’m tired of having to worry about it. I just …

Untitled #85 (2015)

Lived a long(*) life,got long while yet to go,ain’t ever met a tree,that didn’t have some reasonfor the bark. ain’t a need for apologizin’,what the world taught you to carry. *Strain, Dipple, et al.: Ha, that’s hardly true!You need to show your sources Mr. Kennedy.

Untitled #84 (2015)

ain’t quite sure when my echo started callin’ me darlin’,just like I can’t remember when the saturation got muted,or when it all started hazin’ out like weighted rain. there ain’t a flavor I’ve spit out in years,but I ain’t been much for the savor either. ‘n it’s been years since I been more than pricked …

Untitled #712 (2014)

Tonight is one of those rare nights when I feel sexy.I shouldn’t,and where anyone here but me,I wouldn’t,unwashed from yesterday,I smell,and I’m covered in who knows what,but I look at my reflection in the window,and I like what I see. I’m proud.

Untitled #710 (2014)

she tasted like that myth of the open road,‘n she was inked with nostalgia.                         ‘n she loved my work,                        so I loved her too.

Untitled #708 (2014)

I have been handed a note:             If you would like to live,            like the royals of old,            you must remember,            do as you’re told.             poems are for poets,            as it should be,            stay away from this contest,           …

Untitled #706 (2014)

        There’s smoke/s/ in my pocket,        and she’s |just like| the other girls,    complex and wonderful, and(, and, and) a delight to be trusted to touch.        and you’re /damned right it’s going to be a cold winter,        but she’s warm and writhing with that passion undulation,        and she looks at …